07.09.2009

Today is the first time I go to school this new term.I am very happy for seeing my friends. The last time we took a party was about 2 weeks ago.This summer holiday all of us were busy. We took active in finding a pratice work as a part of study. During that time, I got a lot of feelings.From the outset I do not absorption of the new company to refine it later.I grew up a lot . Remembered the first time I went to the Urban Land Institude as a assistant for Thomas, I was too nervous to translate English for him. In retrospect, it is a memorable time.I benefited greatly from this experence. Even I intended to change my life plan.

Careful calculation, I made three important decisions in my life. The first time was in my junior high school. I was being troubled by whether school I should elect to. Weighing the pros and cons of this, I made a decision which ettect my life deeply. I gave up the opportunity to enter in key high school insteal of learning art.   In that time,my class teacher considered it as a crazy decision. Because she never seen  a student who was willing to give up such a rare opportunity. But what I want to say is that I have very proud of this decision by now. Regard of the result! Enjoy the process! Happy is the most important in my life. If your job is suit for your interest,you are the most fortunate guy in the world. The second decision was in my high school. I stoped the study in Shanghai and went to Beijing. I wondered to have further education in China Central Academy of Fine Arts that is one of the best univercity in China. My dream was to be a sculptor. After several months' training and try, I found a serious problem that maybe I was not suit to be a sculptor. Dream was always faraway from reality. After a long period of reflection, I had to give up it and then I made the third key decision in my life-----go back to Shanghai and study  interior design.

Today, I am graduating from university.I thank for myself very much because whatever decision I had made were all from my heat. Of course I agree with the opinion that "life is realistic and cruel" and I am not a dreamer in fact.  I think it is a way to make a living, but what is more important , a job is a way of developing as a person. Never follow anybody or a established way blindly.We are the masters of our own life.