Rainy                             On Tuesday,22th April,2008

The time is more and more tensional,
It means I have less and less time to live in Guilin.
I more concerned any detail about Guilin.
Such as the trees in the university,
I just found out that can give off nice smell,
I am curiosity that why I didn't find that before.
I enjoy the rest of time,like walk in the university
take deep breath,feel happy for living as a student.
Although there are many troubles about major around me,
I always smile to face them,want to finish them with happy.
No doubt that design needs inspiration,
and the inspiration from the nature and nice thing around the world.
I think I am lack of exprience to see other place,
to understand them.
to touch them with heart.
No doubt I am lack of courage.
But I always trust myself,can to do everything,can be everyone.
I don't want to be a great man,like Elizabeth,
although I want to be sometimes.
I just want to try do everything,
to prove that I can do it,
I have ability to deal with them
I am not worse than other people.
I am real living...
Maybe I am still a little girl,
mind is still not enough mature,
I consider that needs time or practice to make older,
although my age is enough old.
Time is flying,
I need to take care of the limit time to do something which is benefit for me .
do the useful things,
to my specialization,to my future,
the action is good for all of them in my life.
I began to read about more book about chinese culture recently,
though before that I more interested about the western culture.
fortunately I had got a step,had been growing.
Life is full of hope,
I believe.
I think The Count of Monte Cristo more trustful...